Wednesday, July 17, 2013

And now... we dance!

It’s hard to believe that already/only ten months ago I stepped into the shower and my life changed forever. Hard to believe a tiny little lump could have such power. But, there you go. Dorothy, meet Tornado.
A study in hair healing... pre- to post- chemo selfies.

I’ve been back at my corporate job for two months. Rejoining my team was a huge mile marker for me. In my mind, it meant I’d healed sufficiently to get back into the world and put some effort into thinking about stuff that wasn’t just about my survival. I was all kinds of emotion taking that step while still finishing treatment -- excited, terrified, grateful, paranoid, confused, hopeful. I knew I’d have to BE in a whole new way. A way that honored the journey I’d been on, and was still in the midst of. A way that didn’t allow my health and well-being to become an afterthought. A way that was more compassionate and gentle with myself and others than I’d ever been. I knew it would be a challenge. I didn’t know how constant that challenge would be. 

I’d read that returning to work after can’t-sir isn’t easy, and it’s true. I firmly believed it could be done with ease, and I think that’s also true. I’m not the same person I was before I heard those two little words (“it’s cancer”), and I mean that literally. My post-chemo brain is still pretty darn brilliant, but words get lost and whole chunks of memories have vanished and sometimes mental models entirely elude me, which is beyond frustrating. My body doesn’t let me get away with depriving it of food or drink anymore, and sends me into a pit of stupidity and immobility if I ignore its two-minute warning, which can be super awkward in the midst of meetings if I don’t pre-plan. 

Then there’s the mental-emotional stuff. 

As great as my team is, as supportive and amazing as they’ve been, there are also moments of intense loneliness and isolation that spring up without warning that have nothing to do with anyone but me. There are awkward moments of choosing or needing to reveal to someone that I’ve been out for seven months on this journey and so have no idea what they’re talking about. There are surreal moments of trying to rationalize investing time in a trivial task when my monkey mind screams, “Seriously? This could very well be your last act on earth!” There are beyond-words amazing moments coaching and supporting colleagues to help them achieve their dreams and goals, and doing the creative work that fuels my soul, and shock-and-awe minutes spent just appreciating the sudden realization that I am still around to do the trivial or be “on mute” for the meeting or draft the strategy that wants so desperately to change the world.

There are highs, and there are lows. Just when I think I’ve got the work thing in the bag, the life thing rears its head.

Like the other day, when I stood frozen for twenty minutes with tears running down my face, just absorbing the realization that I really, really needed to make yet another doctor appointment, because I really, really needed to request a referral to an endocrinologist because really, really this chemo-induced menopause isn’t going to go away on its own. Which was then also super exciting, once I wiped all the gunk off my face, because it helped reaffirm my resolve about the contribution I’m here to make as an advocate for women’s healthcare rights, and as a communicator to help build more awareness about the total experience of triple negative, so that others going through their own journeys know they’re not alone. 

Or, the time a few days before that when I had a little panic attack because I couldn’t tell if that thing in my boob was scar tissue or a new lump starting to form, even though I literally had so many doctors grope me over a two week period and tell me I was doing great that my life was starting to feel like a superlatively positive porn flick. Which also turned out to be super exciting, once I started breathing again, because it led to a serious “please sir can I have another” moment, and reminded me how incredibly supportive and smart my husband is, and how I can just go get that sh!t looked at because I have already survived this thing and nothing as stupid as a little lump is going to take me off my game.

The trick for making it through this phase, and to so much of life, it seems to me, is to just keep it simple. To keep breathing. To say thank you for every single piece of it -- the crap and the cream -- and ask as loud as you can for another full serving. To hold it all lightly. To remember life’s for living, and what matters most is to love on yourself and everyone you meet. To take a moment in the midst of wishing the scars and the tattoos and the chemo curls and the new wrinkles would miraculously disappear and return you to the self you grew up knowing, to slow it down and just breathe in how incredibly blessed we all are to have these beautiful, beat-up, strangely sophisticated earthsuits to wander around in. 

Hubs and I agreed this year on a daily practice based on some old shamanic wisdom that I think pretty much sums up everything I've learned over the last 10 months that's even vaguely important: to sing, dance and laugh at least once a day, and to not call it a day until that’s done. I rate the day a success as soon as those three things have happened. Even if they’re the only thing that happens all day. And, sometimes, especially if they’re the only thing that happens all day. Because I know something for damn sure: when I do kick it, I’ll be proud and grateful I went out with a smile on my face, singing loud and off-key to some terrible Seattle-based rap music, while bustin’ out a Caddyshack-style gopher dance. Life is too short to let any day end without such a raucous and ridiculous celebration of living.

40 comments:

  1. This.

    This took my breath away. Literally at the end I held my breath in reading the last 2-3 sentences. Such beautiful wisdom.... Thank you for writing this tonight. Your blog changes me.... Don't stop writing :)

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    1. Thank you V. Your comment makes me smile and cry all at the same time. Thank you for reading. Thank you for following. Thank you for supporting! :)

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    2. There is a saying which says "When there is Live there is hope for the future".
      This vibes has been motivating my spirit and keeping me stronger the more even when I am in pains and in tears. I am Glenna Trish from Ohio, US. My life turned upside down when I found out I was having Fibroid in me and the doctor said I have to undergo surgery in other to remove it but it's going to come up after some months, inside me my heart was burning like a fire because I don't want go for any surgery. I keep researching everyday on the internet and keep asking people around me explaining my problem to them to see if they could help me out, I did this for almost two months no result was coming out. One Faithful Morning, when I was in the Church, I met this lady who later called me after service and she told me she saw when I was busy browsing researching about how to get cure to Fibroid without surgery inside the Church, I told her yes if she could help out? She answered Yes, Inside me I was happy at last I have found a way out on how to get rid of this problem, he told me about Doctor Patrick, how he met him and how she was cured too from Fibroid that she was once a patient and his medicines has no side or bad effects. She said to me that doctor Patrick can help me out too, if only I use his herbal medicine, everything is going to be fine and is not going to come up anymore and the cure last forever. I was so happy and I took the details of the doctor, when I got home I visit his website http://patrickherbalhealinghome.my-free.website and read more about him and after that, I contacted him, I paid for the medicine and the tracking number which he used to send the medicine through DHL Courier was given to me, after three days I received it, and I read the instructions, and started using this powerful herbal medicine, I was so surprise that after one week of taking this medicine, have already started seeing changes in my body, I continued using it according to his command for two weeks and after two weeks of using it, I called the family doctor to come and run test on me, I was so surprised when he told me that he can find anything anymore that I have been cured already and there is nothing showing up, I thought he was playing, I visited two extra hospitals and they said the same thing, I took the phone and called Doctor Patrick immediately and thank him for what he has done for me, in fact, he was sent by God to heal me and save my Marriage Life. Contact doctor today if you are having any issues with your
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  4. ALL THANKS TO DR WILLIAMS.
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  5. thanks to Dr williams, who cured me of Fallopian tube blockage and fibroid. i married for over 15 years without a child of my own. because of the problem with my Fallopian tube and fibroid, until i came in contact with Dr williams testimony and recommendations online, on how he has cured and healed so many people of the same problem and i decided to contact him,and explane my situation to him,few days later he sent me some herbal portion which i took for 21 days, and i became pregnant after taking dr williams herbal medicine in three months time. in casse you want to reach him for a similar problem, you can contact him on his email: drwilliams098765@gmail.com for advice and for his product

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  6. I got married to my lovely husband for the past 7 years without conceiving and fibroid was the issue, i took different prescribed medication but could not cure it but my husband was so confident in me and kept encouraging me that one day someone would call me mother, we did not rest searching for solution from different Doctors all they could say was surgery and i was afraid of that then a friend in my office introduced me to Dr. Davismartin who sent his product to me which i took and it really worked perfectly, and my Dr. confirm me pregnant after 2 months of taken his product. i gave birth to a BABY GIRL February this year and i will named her TESTIMONY. contact him also at drdavismartin62@gmail.com.

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  7. ALL THANKS TO DR WILLIAMS WITH HIS HERBAL PORTION I WAS COMPLETELY CURED FROM FIBROID
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  9. I have had two myomectomy, abdominal in 05/2012 and laparoscopy in 02/2014. I have never been pregnant; not to my knowing. I’m feeling hopeless and the fibroids are growing again. Doctor said that it look like I may need another myomectomy. I know that I have a fibroid the size of a goose egg(6cm).so i was online looking for help when i saw a post about this dr buba who has helped many with root ans herbs so i wrote to him he gave me some advice and told me what to do which i did then he sent a bottle of a herbal drug to me through DHL which i used for seven days and today i am cured already all thanks to him if you
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  10. I am Matthias lang, from Orlando u s a, i was diagnosed with FIBROID for 6 years, i lived in pain with the knowledge that i wasn't going to ever give birth, i contacted so many doctors on this issue,and i have use so many western drugs prescribe by various doctors and all was no avail, because i was determined to get my life back, one day i was researching for this on internet and i saw a post about devansh herbal health care who cure different manners of diseases, including fibroid, I contacted them via email: devanshherbalheathcare@gmail.com and made purchase of the fibroid herb, i received the herb through USPS within 24 hours, when i received the herb i applied it as prescribed and i was totally cured of fibroid within 1 months of usages,and to god be the glory i give birth to a baby boy,and on thin now i have never experience any pain in my body again,few days later i went back to my doctor and he confirmed i was completely cured from fibroid, am so happy now, You do not have to suffer more just contact him for his medicine on devanshherbalheathcare@gmail.com.com he will definitely put an end to that problem of yours

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  11. ALL THANKS TO DR WILLIAMS WITH HIS HERB MY WIFE WAS COMPLETELY CURED FROM FIBROID.
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  12. I have had two myomectomy, abdominal in 05/2012 and laparoscopy in 02/2014. I have never been pregnant; not to my knowing. I’m feeling hopeless and the fibroids are growing again. Doctor said that it look like I may need another myomectomy. I know that I have a fibroid the size of a goose egg(6cm).so i was online looking for help when i saw a post about this dr buba who has helped many with root ans herbs so i wrote to him he gave me some advice and told me what to do which i did then he sent a bottle of a herbal drug to me through DHL which i used for seven days and today i am cured already all thanks to him if you
    are in my shoes or have any related sickness
    HIV AND AIDS
    HERPES
    CANCER
    STDS
    Etc
    CONTACT DR.BUBASPELLHOME@GMAIL.COM OR CALL +2348087937686 FOR URGENT HELP

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  13. Hello viewers all over the world am marian jack, I want to testify of what Dr davismartin did for me. i was having a very notorious and serious sickness called fibroid and i was very in lost of hope i never believed i was going to be cured until i meant these great man called dr davismartin who God sent to help me cure my sickness . just a few moment with these great man he cured my infection His herbal remedy is the only permanent solution to fibroid. i want you to know that all hope is not lost until every thing is done if you also have these following infections contact his email drdavismartin62@gmail.com

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  14. ALL THANKS TO DR WILLIAMS WITH HIS HERB MY WIFE WAS COMPLETELY CURED FROM FIBROID.
    Is my pleasure to comment on this site and i thank the admin of this site for his/her great work so far.one of the happiest moment in life is when you see your own wife put to bed.this awesome moments makes you a man, I really don't know how to thank DR WILLIAMS for helping my wife get cured for over how many year of suffering from FIBROID. i came across DR Williams contact through a headline news on internet about how DR Williams help a woman to get cured of his fibroid and so many other with similar body problem ,i contacted him and he told me how to get his herb,few day later he sent me the herbal portion which my wife take every morning for 21 days, and his medicine was able to shrike the fibroid naturally,and now my wife is 4months old pregnant for our second child, and now she very okay without any side effects whatsoever, If you have fibroid, you can contact him on his email address drwilliams098765@gmail.com for advice and for his product.

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  15. I have had two myomectomy, abdominal in 05/2012 and laparoscopy in 02/2014. I have never been pregnant; not to my knowing. I’m feeling hopeless and the fibroids are growing again. Doctor said that it look like I may need another myomectomy. I know that I have a fibroid the size of a goose egg(6cm).so i was online looking for help when i saw a post about this dr buba who has helped many with root ans herbs so i wrote to him he gave me some advice and told me what to do which i did then he sent a bottle of a herbal drug to me through DHL which i used for seven days and today i am cured already all thanks to him if you
    are in my shoes or have any related sickness
    Etc
    CONTACT DR.BUBASPELLHOME@GMAIL.COM OR CALL +2348087937686 FOR URGENT HELP

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  16. I GIVE ALL THANKS TO DR WILLIAMS WITH HIS HERBAL PORTION I WAS COMPLETELY CURED FROM FIBROID
    I can’t believe this. A great testimony that i must share to all fibroid patient in the world. i never believed that their could be any complete cure for fibroid with out going for surgery ,i saw people’s testimony on blog sites and Facebook page of how Dr williams prepare herbal cure for diferent king of disease,and with the help of his herb they where able to shrink there fibroid naturally. i had to try it too and you can,t believe that in just few weeks i started using it all my pains stop gradually . Right now i want to tell you all that i just give birth to a baby boy last month,and on thin now i have not had any pain, and i have just went for text last week and the doctor confirmed that there is no trace of any fibroid in my system . Glory be to God for leading me to this great Dr williams I am so happy as i am sharing this testimony. My advice to you all who thinks that their is no herbal cure for fibroid that is Not true ,just contact him and get cure from his email drwilliams098765@gmail.com and you will be free and free forever, Try it and you will not regret it because it truly works. i hope to see your testimony soon.

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  17. There is a saying which says "When there is Live there is hope for the future".
    This vibes has been motivating my spirit and keeping me stronger the more even when I am in pains and in tears. I am Glenna Trish from Ohio, US. My life turned upside down when I found out I was having Fibroid in me and the doctor said I have to undergo surgery in other to remove it but it's going to come up after some months, inside me my heart was burning like a fire because I don't want go for any surgery. I keep researching everyday on the internet and keep asking people around me explaining my problem to them to see if they could help me out, I did this for almost two months no result was coming out. One Faithful Morning, when I was in the Church, I met this lady who later called me after service and she told me she saw when I was busy browsing researching about how to get cure to Fibroid without surgery inside the Church, I told her yes if she could help out? She answered Yes, Inside me I was happy at last I have found a way out on how to get rid of this problem, he told me about Doctor Patrick, how he met him and how she was cured too from Fibroid that she was once a patient and his medicines has no side or bad effects. She said to me that doctor Patrick can help me out too, if only I use his herbal medicine, everything is going to be fine and is not going to come up anymore and the cure last forever. I was so happy and I took the details of the doctor, when I got home I visit his website http://patrickherbalhealinghome.my-free.website and read more about him and after that, I contacted him, I paid for the medicine and the tracking number which he used to send the medicine through DHL Courier was given to me, after three days I received it, and I read the instructions, and started using this powerful herbal medicine, I was so surprise that after one week of taking this medicine, have already started seeing changes in my body, I continued using it according to his command for two weeks and after two weeks of using it, I called the family doctor to come and run test on me, I was so surprised when he told me that he can find anything anymore that I have been cured already and there is nothing showing up, I thought he was playing, I visited two extra hospitals and they said the same thing, I took the phone and called Doctor Patrick immediately and thank him for what he has done for me, in fact, he was sent by God to heal me and save my Marriage Life. Contact doctor today if you are having any issues with your
    health on his email address HERBALMEDICALHOME@GMAIL.COM and you can read more about him on his website address http://patrickherbalhealinghome.my-free.website. His office is in USA, UK, Canada, Grenada's, West African Countries and many other countries, here is one of his worker phone number +1 302-583-2195, you can text him or call him then he will direct your call to Doctor Patrick and for those who are in West African Country and other countries you can write to one of his worker on whats-app or talk to him on call and he will direct your call to Doctor Patrick if you wish to speak to him, number is +2348113872021. Once More again Thanks to Doc. Patrick and thanks to the Lady who directed me to him.

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  18. There is a saying which says “When there is Live there is hope for the future”.
    This vibes has been motivating my spirit and keeping me stronger the more even when I am in pains and in tears. I am Glenna Trish from Ohio, US. My life turned upside down when I found out I was having Fibroid in me and the doctor said I have to undergo surgery in other to remove it but it’s going to come up after some months, inside me my heart was burning like a fire because I don’t want go for any surgery. I keep researching everyday on the internet and keep asking people around me explaining my problem to them to see if they could help me out, I did this for almost two months no result was coming out. One Faithful Morning, when I was in the Church, I met this lady who later called me after service and she told me she saw when I was busy browsing researching about how to get cure to Fibroid without surgery inside the Church, I told her yes if she could help out? She answered Yes, Inside me I was happy at last I have found a way out on how to get rid of this problem, he told me about Doctor Patrick, how he met him and how she was cured too from Fibroid that she was once a patient and his medicines has no side or bad effects. She said to me that doctor Patrick can help me out too, if only I use his herbal medicine, everything is going to be fine and is not going to come up anymore and the cure last forever. I was so happy and I took the details of the doctor, when I got home I visit his website http://patrickherbalhealinghome.my-free.website and read more about him and after that, I contacted him, I paid for the medicine and the tracking number which he used to send the medicine through DHL Courier was given to me, after three days I received it, and I read the instructions, and started using this powerful herbal medicine, I was so surprise that after one week of taking this medicine, have already started seeing changes in my body, I continued using it according to his command for two weeks and after two weeks of using it, I called the family doctor to come and run test on me, I was so surprised when he told me that he can find anything anymore that I have been cured already and there is nothing showing up, I thought he was playing, I visited two extra hospitals and they said the same thing, I took the phone and called Doctor Patrick immediately and thank him for what he has done for me, in fact, he was sent by God to heal me and save my Marriage Life. Contact doctor today if you are having any issues with your health on his email address HERBALMEDICALHOME@GMAIL.COM and you can read more about him on his website address http://patrickherbalhealinghome.my-free.website His office is in USA, UK, Canada, Grenada’s, West African Countries and many other countries, here is one of his worker phone number +1 302-583-2195, you can text him or call him then he will direct your call to Doctor Patrick and for those who are in West African Country and other countries you can write to one of his worker on whats-app or talk to him on call and he will direct your call to Doctor Patrick if you wish to speak to him, number is +2348113872021. Once More again Thanks to Doc. Patrick and thanks to the Lady who directed me to him.,.............

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  19. MY NAME IS NITA.

    Dr Williams,herbal treatment is the best to shrink fibroid naturally.

    Four months ago, I was scheduled an operation to remove a fairly large uterine fibroid (approx. 8 cm), which had caused me a great deal of pelvic pain and pressure on my bladder. My doctor insisted that there was no other choice but to go under the knife and I had reluctantly agreed (after trying several medications to decrease the size of the fibroid to no avail). It was approx. 2 months prior to the surgery when my husband comes across dr williams herbal remedies which my husband found and ordered for me online. With the help of my loving husband, I followed the step and procedure on how i should be taking it. and one months later I was scheduled for an ultrasound check: it was shocking. The fibroid had completely gone, I had consulted my doctor and cancelled the surgery and with your dedicated counseling guidance I managed to completely treat the fibroid from my uterus, along with the pain and anxiety that this condition had inflicted on me. Thank you so much for your kind help,any body with similar problem should contact him on his email address drwilliams098765@gmail.com his a good man.

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